Liberation may not always be sweet.

 

Good things always happen when I leave.

 

So, this is the last day of my job as a trainer.

 

And guess wat? From next month onwards, the trainers will be paid $7 per hour and they actually have 7 hour days.

 

And where does that put me?

 

At the losing end of the deal. Yah. I noe. I can't believe my luck too.

 

~*YN*~

can someonw teach me how to navigate through treacherous waters?

 

I know that most people actually think for themselves first and this isnt exactly a bad thing.

 

But please spare a thought for others.Thanks.

 

You can say that I have a xiao3 ren2 xin1 because only xiao3 ren2 will think of things this way but maybe I'm just a bit better at reading people.

 

At worst: It takes one to know one.

 

Although I pride myself to be a person who sticks to her principles, I can't do that all the time and I'm fully aware of it.

 

There are just some people who cannot be offended. But I surely wouldn't try to push the blame to other people.

 

I know that I cannot kao4 lian2 chi1 fan4 so I strive to be nice to everyone to stay out of trouble. But dun ever try to use me.

 

Of course I may do wat people ask me to do (abeit grudgingly) but I still noe that "people" are using me.

 

Learn to do the dirty work yourself.

 

Or try to work your charms on someone else.

 

I'm a girl, mind u.

 

~*YN*~

 

 

THE CHALET WAS A SUCEESS!!!

 

87.5% ATTENDANCE RATE!!!

 

MOVIES, SWIMMING AND MAJONG GALORE!!!

 

Ok... maube I'm exaggerating but i think it was a welcomed break for everyone...

 

Oh and just found out that geok and me me actually took a photo together in kindergarten...that's how far back we go

 

Ok that sounds funny... hmmm but still amazing how long we knew each other 

 

I mean up till last year i thought the person i noe for the longest time and still in contact with is Eric (12 years)

 

Then suddenly met geok again in MJ then the record gets even more ... amazing? (14 years)

 

Argh!!! this is making me feel old... I'm like probably the only person who feels old at 18 but who can blame me when my cousin was just born last december....

 

By the time Yu3 han2 (my cousin, third Chiang female in my generation, whee~~ finally got another gal) reaches 12 years old I'd be 30!!!

 

 

EEEKKKKSSS!!!!!!!

 

But I have to say that I'm a bit disappointed abt her name cos her brothers' names also start with Yu3 ( after my bro, i guess) then i got nobody named after me :*(

 

But a gal is always welcomed and I'm making her a welcome gift!! probably the biggest craft project i've ever tried :D

 

Anyone wanna commision me to make bag/quilt/cross stitch stuff/accessories pls pls come find me!!!

 

~*YN*~

 

 

 

 

bleh... i think its starting to sink in...

 

 

I think i earned less than $60 last week...

 

Which is like less than wat i spent.

 

I dunno wat to say.

 

Anyway started to do patchwork stuff... dunno can sell or not... Given the current situation I'm in..anytihng goes I guess

 

So anyone with a job offer pls call me!!

 

~*YN*~

Ok. So I havnt written in quite a while but I can't say that I've been busy...

 

After last friday I've officially dug a grave for myself (although I was quite happy to do so)

 

I stopped setting math questions!!!

 

So now I'm a trainer. Hah. Never in a million years would I have thought of getting a job that involves shouting commands at a room full of secondary school students.

 

But hey, there's a first time for everything...

 

The thing is that I won't be earning much money... Very little actually so... kinda disappointing...may have to get allowancw from my mom again (eeks!!)

 

Oh yah... after the drama of the past week, I sort of hoppe that sometimes I could be just an individual unit in the world.

 

Of course I would be lonely and stuff (who wouldn't) but at least I can take a break from all the weird things I do under pressure sometimes (like lying on the floor acting dead until my mom actually stepped on me)

 

Blah.... dread to see the numbers on my paycheck

 

looking forward to chalet... 16 jan come fast~

 

~*YN*~

4 days free and wat do I do with it??

 

bleh... Spent $$ feel guilty...

 

helped LT out at the shop and had quite a fun time with a really (...) artistically printed flowered shirt. Had a bet with LT that the shirt would be sold that day and yah, i won a pageboy cap XD

 

then went to watch DN2 wat a way to usher in the new year and of course alvin forgot to shout "happy new year" in the middle of the show...

 

Learnt tt we really should not get emotionally attached while watching movies/anime and basically stuff tt are fictional.

 

nah... shouldnt have to be learnt.

 

its common sense.

 

So L died. At least it was more noble than the manga...

 

then finished watching FMA expected an ending tt's not perfect but....

 

felt the first blow of adult price transport...bleh

 

~*YN*~