yeah! just went on a virtual shopping spree!

 

bought a lot of halloween clothes XD

 

 yeah!

 

~*YN*~

I just realised tt didnt post any pictures of my room... so here's some

 

My roomie and toilet mate just told me that I was really high last week...

 

True. Probably because of the excessive dance moves and flapping of arms.

 

Need to go clubbing... really soon. Anyone has a car?

 

~*YN*~

Shall start off by saying that my ankle still HURTS!

 

Probably being paranoid but it aches sometimes and it feels weird if I sleep without an ankle guard.

 

Studying for calculus midterm now.

 

Damn those bloody limits.

 

So confusing.

 

So those who went through jc probably know that studying for each major exam in sch is like studying for o levels

 

And if you thought that you'll have it easy in uni, 休想！

 

Final exam for each sem is like A levels by itself.

 

~*YN*~

Right. So I havnt written in quite a while.

 

That's because I've been reduced into a quivering mass of hormones alternating between euphoric high and bottomless pit of emo-ness.

 

The pathetic thing is that I only every get emo about my school stuff.

 

I don't really remember how or when I developed this idea but its quite deeply embedded in my consciousness that without good grades I can go nowhere.

 

Which is true, taking into consideration that I'm not

1) pretty/good-looking

2)rich

3)have good EQ

4)X-factor

which may entitle me to a headstart.

 

That combined with my lack of guts and fear of failing pretty much makes me a quitter before I even started.

 

And I'm seriously considering deflecting to THE OTHER UNIVERSITY to study life sciences.

 

But now that I can actually apply, I start thinking about how I'll miss my room (in hall) and the company of harry and cindy during class.

 

I guess my absolutely disastrous dabble with economics only turned me off to this extend.

 

Hai. Emo much?

 

Dunno. But clearly unhappy.

 

~*YN*~