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November 06

Alright I give up

Being depressed is really very tiring.

Trying not to be depressed is equally bad. My EQ really isn't that high. I can't seem to find the way out of this state on my own.

Looking on the bright side this would probably be a good thing if I were an artist. Too bad I'm not.

So I'm just gonna adopt indifference.

So I received my first ever purchase from e bay.

Yay XD

inside:

Should have done this in the first place. But nooo.... I've got to prod karma and get bitten in the ass.

Well, good ideas need time to surface.

Enjoy the music, try not to cry.

~*YN*~

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November 01

i finally know why

I think the reason I'm so obsessed with driving is that its the best thing that happened to me in a looong while.

Can't help but feel that the world is revolving and everyone is moving along except me.

I mean, after the school changing fiasco 2 years ago I thought I could put this feeling behind me.

Darn. Gotta start believing that somethings good lays in the future. Worked once, why not a second time?

Till then, I guess all I can do is sit tight, "enjoy" the ride and try not to be scared sh*tless.

~*YN*~

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October 29

I swear

This only shows how effing stressed I am.

Sometimes you just wish that you didnt get out of the house. I flunked my CA and found out something that I didnt want to know.

So now I'm having nightmares about shootings, decomposed bodies, scheming militants while having a bloated stomach, tearing up at the drop of a leaf and 8 effing itchy mosquito bites on my legs.

Seriously. I think that everyone has a right to know that they are dying.

I swear. I never swore before going to university.

~*YN*~

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October 22

Tribute to my beloved

R.I.P

22 Oct 2009

I'm never good with goodbyes,

But for you I've got to try.

Because you never gave me any trouble,

Not even a tiny blister.

Thanks for your company while I walked some of the loneliest roads,

for the comfort you brought me on public transport that I rode,

for putting up with all my crap while I drove.

But you sure have left your mark on me,

the crisscross pattern that I now carry.

Be sure that you'd be missed,

even as you cease to exist.

So farewell, my beloved,

there can never be another as dear as you.

So start my search again,

for the next perfect pair of shoes.

~*YN*~

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October 18

if I could turn back time

But I can't so ... oh well, I think I've gotten so good at reformatting baby that I can do it in 5 hours.

Darn. Still dunno whether the whatever that I so stupidly invited into my comp is gone.

For now there's no sign that its alive... but I can't believe that I was this STUPID.

I mean how can a audio file have .exe??? The how blind can I be to go click ok when I was thinking click cancel????

This is so much worse than shouting "brake! brake!" and have my foot on the accelerator. At least there was a handbrake.

Darn. This was wat caused the problem in the first place.

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October 17

Garbage Breaking Up the Girl lyrics
In a modern culture
My friend you must be careful
They've a million ways to kill you
In this dangerous world
There's an art to growing old
Taking chances
Magic happens

One mistake's all it takes
And your life has come undone
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl
It's a drag
I know it's hard
But you're tearing her apart
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl

I am afraid that there's much to be afraid of
Here today and gone tomorrow
Don't end up in the gutter
Just like the one before
You're just the same
Such a loser

You've go to let her go because you're breaking up
You're breaking up the girl

~*YN*~

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October 10

dragon in a china shop

Yes. Today was D day.

And guess what, I passed!!!

Yay! they set me loose on the road XD

Amazingly nothing happened in the circuit and even the S course that caused me several nightmares was relatively painless

However I did live up to my JC class nickname.

If its not obvious enough from the above, my nickname was 慢慢.

Apparently not only do I eat slowly I drive really slowly too.

But glad I passed XD Whee~

~*YN*~

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October 07

there goes my rose tinted glasses

Saw something truly nerdy today.

Seriously, they should print it on a shirt. And for some weird reason I'd definitely buy it.

The saw something else on PITNB:

Oh whee~ Topless Disney princes! I like this one of the Little mermaid prince the best!

Like underwear model >.<

Showed it to my bro and he actually knew where they came from.

More here. Check it out, they're awesome.

Used to own the tape and story book. With lobster(?) or something singing "Un-dah da see, un-dah da see~~"

Seeing this now brings back old memories. Ah, lost innocence.

~*YN*~

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October 06

Some things never last

The feeling of well being never last. Well, that's life.

Enjoy it while you can, other times... Accept the shit with open and capable arms.

Well its 4 days till driving test and I still can't navigate an S course so I'm pretty much dead.

Other than that, this week feels more like recess week than recess week did.

Currently reading this book online, by "richard castle" of ABC tv series Castle. I think the idea is really cool :D

Went grocery shopping with my mom today and bought like 4 bars of choc. Her call, not mine XD

If all else fails, hopefully the choc will carry me through >.<

~*YN*~

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October 02

fulfilling

Ok. This marks a very looong but fulfilling day for me.

Started off with drving at 8.30 am and I arrived to a scene of "hit and run" XD

Someone hit my instructor's car and he was quite bad abt it. 逞机敲 the other instructor money to fix his other scratched >.<

Did ok in the circuit but once I turned out... hmmmm. I think its karma. I nearly knocked some parked car's side mirror and then in the alley behind the coffee shop nearly scratch the side of a lorry. Luckily moving quite slowly.

The headed to PP to try to get new sandals but she won't let me in cos she "haven't turn on the lights". seriously. Hope she remembered at the end of the days when she doesn't meet the minimum sales target.

Back to sch for microbio lab, which as usually was quite chaotic but we did finish early, hopefully no weird results.

Then for the highlight of the day, we got Dr Henry Lee as guest lecturer for forensic science!!!!!

This totally made it worth the 803pts I spent bidding. Hell, it even makes the 600 buck I pay for this mod worth it XD

Although he didn't touch on anything that we did already know ( I guess the focus was on application and science ethics and the likes), but it was really enjoyable, with the whole LT bursting into laughter approx once every 15 mins.

I mean, you gotta love a guy who gives out prizes to guys who correctly give the name of a female undergarment (thong in this case).

So sad, didnt get the badge nor his signature >.<

But yeah, was within 10m radius of him.

Now I sound like a stalker....

~*YN*~

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September 27

the worse driving day ever

Ok. I definitely kept my instructor on the edge of his seat today.

I have no idea how that happened either. One minute I'm driving, the next I'm making wide left turns, going into other lanes, not braking in time, not stepping on the clutch while breaking, trying to adjust my seat with one foot on the clutch and mounting curbs like no one's business.

Omg this is hands down the worst lesson every. Even worse than the total breakdown.

AHHH!!! *hands on face, home alone style screaming*

("O.O")

Test in 2 weeks!!!!

How to pass like that?????

~*YN*~ Mortified.

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September 24

recess week? What's that?

I really dunno why I dig my own graves.

I haven't been home for more than 18 hours stretches at a time for the past 2 weeks and recess week was supposed to be a time for rest.

Its just one assignment/ report after another. Great just great.

On a lighter note, it the end of September!! All the nice american shows are returning for new seasons!

Criminal minds! Bones! CSI!

~*YN*~

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September 21

Murphy's law

sometimes life just doesnt go the way you want it to.

I woke up at 645 today for my 830 am driving lesson, chased after the bus,

missed it and resorted to taking other buses and changing

bus 4 times to be on time only to find out that my instructor was not there.

Apparently he double booked the slot or something.

Argh. I'm like still sleep deprived from the cyclohunt >.<

Speaking of the cyclohunt I'd have to say its kinda fun cycling at night

though I still hate cycling on the roads.

Now, cycling beside the road is another thing altogether XD

I think the nicholl highway stretch was kinda 爽. It suddenly dawned on me that

Singapore is very well connected... or small.

Well the only dampener was that if I had known that we were not going to

wait for the results and that Geok and jm were like dying near the end, I

won't have cheonged the last stretch and just chilled.

Oh well, things always seem clearer in retrospect.

Maybe I can do it again when aud comes back. Not on my bike though....

~*YN*~

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September 18

convert optimist

Well... too much shit can happen in a day.

But according to Newton's 3rd Law, every action has an equal and opposite reaction.

So for every shitty event there will be something that makes up for it... may not be equal but enough to be thankful that it did happen.

It shall now be my resolution to look back and remember something nice that happened to me each day.

**received yummy cheesecake from JP and finally got something from forensic science XD**

~*YN*~

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September 17

something to smile about

Recess week is approaching but it seems like I still have lots of stuff to do/settle.

If I had talked to you these few days I'd have told you that I feel stressed out.

I still am. But maybe I'm getting better at dealing with it XD

Anyways, met a few ppl from sec sch this week. Amazing how long has passed and how different some of the ppl you know are now.

Also, ( the smile worthy thing) this two days has be crush galore. Old crushes(thank higher power that I didnt have to talk to him), not so old crushes(endless supply of green shirts), potential crushee (cute XD) all found the correct time to show up...good distraction from stress ;)

~*YN*~

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September 16