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November 06

Alright I give up

Being depressed is really very tiring.

Trying not to be depressed is equally bad. My EQ really isn't that high. I can't seem to find the way out of this state on my own. 
 
Looking on the bright side this would probably be a good thing if I were an artist. Too bad I'm not.

So I'm just gonna adopt indifference.

So I received my first ever purchase from e bay.
 
 
Yay XD 
 
inside:
 

Should have done this in the first place. But nooo.... I've got to prod karma and get bitten in the ass.
 
Well, good ideas need time to surface. 

Enjoy the music, try not to cry.

~*YN*~
November 01

i finally know why

I think the reason I'm so obsessed with driving is that its the best thing that happened to me in a looong while.

Can't help but feel that the world is revolving and everyone is moving along except me.

I mean, after the school changing fiasco 2 years ago I thought I could put this feeling behind me.

Darn. Gotta start believing that somethings good lays in the future. Worked once, why not a second time?

Till then, I guess all I can do is sit tight, "enjoy" the ride and try not to be scared sh*tless.

~*YN*~
October 29

I swear

This only shows how effing stressed I am.

Sometimes you just wish that you didnt get out of the house. I flunked my CA and found out something that I didnt want to know.

So now I'm having nightmares about shootings, decomposed bodies, scheming militants while having a bloated stomach, tearing up at the drop of a leaf and 8 effing itchy mosquito bites on my legs.

Seriously. I think that everyone has a right to know that they are dying. 

I swear. I never swore before going to university.

~*YN*~
October 22

Tribute to my beloved

R.I.P

22 Oct 2009

I'm never good with goodbyes,

But for you I've got to try.

Because you never gave me any trouble,

Not even a tiny blister.

Thanks for your company while I walked some of the loneliest roads,

for the comfort you brought me on public transport that I rode,

for putting up with all my crap while I drove.

But you sure have left your mark on me,

the crisscross pattern that I now carry.

Be sure that you'd be missed,

even as you cease to exist.

So farewell, my beloved,

there can never be another as dear as you.

So start my search again,

for the next perfect pair of shoes.

~*YN*~

 

October 18

if I could turn back time

But I can't so ... oh well, I think I've gotten so good at reformatting baby that I can do it in 5 hours.

Darn. Still dunno whether the whatever that I so stupidly invited into my comp is gone. 

For now there's no sign that its alive... but I can't believe that I was this STUPID.

I mean how can a audio file have .exe??? The how blind can I be to go click ok when I was thinking click cancel????

This is so much worse than shouting "brake! brake!" and have my foot on the accelerator. At least there was a handbrake. 

Darn. This was wat caused the problem in the first place.


 
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Oh whee~ reading is life... Hmmmm.... Actually more an obsession >.<
Glitter Baby
The Sparkling One
The Sassy One
Girl at Sea
A Knight in Shining Armour
Suite Scarlett
See Jane Score
Swoon
Blood Matters: From Inherited Illness to Designer Babies, How the World and I Found Ourselves in the Future of the Gene
Truly Madly Yours
The Seductive One
True Confessions
Sealed with a Kiss (Ty and Hunter, Book 2)
Falling for Gracie
Tangled Up In You
The Marcelli Bride (The Marcelli Sisters of Pleasure Road, Book 4)
I'm In No Mood For Love
Not Another Bad Date (Avon Romance)
Sex, Lies, and Online Dating
Beach Babylon
Delicious (The Buchanans, Book 1)
Sizzling (The Buchanans, Book 3)
Tempting (The Buchanans, Book 4)
Faefever (Fever, Book 3)
Irresistible (The Buchanans, Book 2)
Wednesday Night Witches (Red Dress Ink)
Dogs and Goddesses
Predictably Irrational
Survival of the Sickest LP
Fast Women
You Don't Know Jack (Brava Contemporary Romance)
When a Gene Makes You Smell Like a Fish: ...and Other Amazing Tales about the Genes in Your Body
The Music of Life: Biology Beyond Genes
Blue Flame
Big Boned (Heather Wells Mysteries)
New Moon (The Twilight Saga, Book 2)
Airhead
Bloodfever
Darkfever (Fever Series, Book 1)
Bobbie Faye's Very (very, very, very) Bad Day: A Novel
Twilight (The Twilight Saga, Book 1)
Air Babylon
Pretty Little Liars #2: Flawless (Pretty Little Liars)
Freakonomics [Revised and Expanded]: A Rogue Economist Explores the Hidden Side of Everything
Nerds: Who They Are and Why We Need More of Them
Power, Sex, Suicide: Mitochondria and the Meaning of Life
Concise Guide to Macroeconomics: What Managers, Executives, and Students Need to Know
The Seven Daughters of Eve
Hotel Babylon
Fashion Babylon
I Do (But I Don't)
The Secret Life of Numbers: 50 Easy Pieces on How Mathematicians Work and Think
Probably Still Nick Swansen
Natural Born Charmer
Poisons: From Hemlock to Botox and the Killer Bean of Calabar
Kiss & Blog: A Novel
Before Midnight: A Retelling of "Cinderella" (Once Upon a Time)
Agnes and the Hitman
Say No to Joe? (Visitation, Book 1)
Causing Havoc (SBC Fighters, Book 1)
Simon Says (SBC Fighters, Book 2)
Prom Nights from Hell
Jinx
The Rose Bride: A Retelling of "The White Bride and the Black Bride" (Once Upon a Time)
Welcome to Temptation
Charlie All Night (Mira)
Bet Me
The Gun Seller
Evolution, Me & Other Freaks of Nature